oh wow.

haven't updated for so so long.
so much in my life has happened.

youth camp.
such a great great milestone.
such glor that was given to God(:
so wonderful.
so much fire! and i really am still amazed at how God worked then.
standing in the room, looking at how some youths were crying and kneeling and worshipping you.
praying for them with anointing oil in my hand. never did it before. it was like, ppl used to pray for me and now its the other way. praying and blessing others. waiting for u to put a word into my mind to pray for young ppl i hardly talked to. realising that oh. im not very young anymre. like most were sec one to three. and i did not know most of their names. but its like a new generation. new blood.
young lives.
precious lives.
vibrant lives.
that can be used so so mightily for your kingdom.
so much life in the youth.
im so heartened to see God moving so mightily.

and then came church camp.
time of refreshing.
resting.
realignin myself with God. feedin my spiritman.
the beach was so beautiful. so nice to just stand there n lk at the night sky. lk at the sea. so clean. with hermit crabs. gd time spent with stef, huey, darren n the rest. playing bang nv felt so fun before. smiles.

then work ended. friday. 4th july.
last day at work was qt sad. wasn talking like my usual chatty self.
felt so. sad.
missing all the kids. staff. nice teabreak food. scolding the kids. teaching them.
all the reminiscing of funny and funny things that the children do.
jimson.brandson.perry.jerome.
peiqi.angel.bryant.alvin.john.pearlyn.
countless names.
oh jaeyan was so so cute. he gave me a handphone chain with super mario on it.
so so cute.
and then thong's social night. was so eventful. went to wrong hotel. n sat in a v scary taxi. hornin most of the time n the driver was complainin about motorbikes.

oh man. there's so much i wanna say but i cant think and put them into words.

then rev mosy's conference. wa i feel so empowered and excited.
forty day prayer and fast is here. together with blessing campaign.
so much to do. so much to bless.
indeed blessed to be a blessing.

and radical's coming!!
so exciting. totally new chapter and season of my life.
wit all the new frens and dreams and things tt God has placed upon my heart and in my life.
nursing nursing nursing.
compassion.

and yess!
i must blog about this!!
xin, huey and kev surprised me so so well.
nv expected it at all.
i must really thank God for all the surprises and joy!
had Ben and Jerry's strawberry chessecake for my "cake"
and a super nice photoframe with my unglam shots.
abi's album with many unglam shots again.
and haha.
just so so sweet. and funny how abi totally spoiled her own surprise by msging me the msg saying "help me get abi to tm"
haha.
so sweet.
thanks to gab n bryan too for being my gentlemanly bodyguards at the hellboy 2.
haha.


beholding Your beauty
is all that i long for
to worship You Jesus
is my soul's desire
for this very heart
You have shaped for Your pleasure
the purpose to lift Your name high

worship leadin is going to be a whole new level and experience.
so scary and exciting and whoo.

but You make me wanna be brave.

and its a whole new challenge for my heart.
haha xin asked me,
"isn't it so hard?"

haha. the wait makes the heart grow stronger.
and yes.
you lord, will help me.

giving the key to You.
i could stay in Your arms all year.

and family's going to be such a challenge.
but i'm gg to do it. with Your help, God.
and all the people i met in the streets.
the aunty selling tissue.
the blind walking along the bus interchange.

let faith arise in this season.
and prayer for the lost.


for Your glory lord.
for Your glory.

Labels: all to You.

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my heart burns for you'
you see past all my lies.

shout it out (:

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all the brothers and sisters

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of old.

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credits.

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wonderful people

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